Friday, November 26, 2010
The Start of Something New!!!
Alright... today my sweet little boy is ONE WEEK OLD! Ah, it's crazy how fast everything is going already. This is most likely going to be an extreemly long post so you may want to grab some popcorn or take a nap before you start.
I guess if you just read about what we do with Henry you'd think all of this is pretty monotonous. There's so much more to it though... I look into those grey/blue eyes and I get lost. Right in my lap lays the most beautiful, incredible, and the most real thing I've ever seen. Every movement, facial expression, or sound just makes my heart... I don't know. It's a mix between melting, exploding, leaping and any other dramatic thing a heart can do. He is AMAZING! And to think that I helped to create him blows my mind.
I'm getting mushy but I just can't help it when it comes to this miracle. I don't know what is going to happen in the future but I do know that this is what I want, this is what I'm supposed to be. My life has changed so much in the last couple of years and it has changed so that I could get to this point. So that I could feel this kind of love. My capacity of loving has reached a new level that I can't explain. I'm so grateful for this experience and responsibility. I just hope that I can do an ok job.
Thanks to everyone who has congratulated us and done so many great things for us.